So yesterday was her day, her day when i sit at home and mope, drink too much and scream at nothing.
But not yesterday, yesterday i went to a mates birthday party, played a few games of pool and screamed with laughter rembering the good times that i have spent with all of you. Yesterday was a good day.
But today, today i should feel sad, sad at not caring enough to be sad… sad because i should be sad because she deserves my sadness, yesterday was her day, but today i feel good cause someone new is in my life, someone unlike her in almost every way, and today. Today… I feel good.
I do miss you baby, every day i miss you, and i love you still. But i cant live with you anymore. Cant live with your shadow, i’ll always remember you, i’ll always love you, i just need to be me, i need to leave you here, i need you to stay,
Goodbye Sarah.