Lest We Forget

“Choose” Blue intoned, his voice carrying the hint of a question.

“Why?” Answered Red, pushing her self away from the table and the board that lay in-front of her, her eyes glinting with mirth. “The pieces are the same, only the colour is different” She seemed to float backwards into the depths of the darkness that surrounded them, sitting somehow lasciviously and at her ease at the same time. Her chair seemed to cradle her, perfectly matched to her personality as if it where simply another piece of the clothing she was barely wearing.

“Because you must choose, it is your turn.” Blue replied. In contrast he sat uncomfortably atop his chair, perching as though might an eagle constrained to the ground to long, eager to be away. “Besides.” He added smiling in his own way, the smile of a predator before the chase. “The pieces are not all that similar, only superficially”

He held up two pawns, one white one black. The black pawn seemed oddly twisted turned in on itself, hiding it seemed, if indeed a board piece could be said to hide, but still deep within it there seemed to be a strength not yet taped. In contrast the white piece appeared to glow somewhat, brightly and without fear. It was warm to the touch, but it seemed hollow somehow, as if all its glory where on the outside with little substance within to hold it all together.

“Perhaps” Red agreed “However the rules are the same, no matter the side” Her voice carried exasperation “The game changes nothing, because we are constrained by the rules”

“Look deeper” Blue smiled “The rules might be the same, even the moves, but the pieces sister, the pieces are what matters.” He gestured to the pieces, pawns, aligned along the board “When we play them.” And then to the Court pieces laying outside the board “Then they play themselves, that is what matters sister, the pieces!” His blue eyes glinted with excitement when he spoke, he grinned his grin of expectation as his sister ran a hand through her deep burgundy hair sighing she lifted the white piece out of his hand and returned it to its place on the board. The board moving with her so that as she lay the piece down the row of white pieces lay in-front of her, the black opposite her. The court pieces to her left seemed to grow and shift in expectation as she did, anticipating the time when they might have to choose a side, choose a fate.

“None of these pieces is new to me.” She said studying the board, and running a critical eye over the court pieces. “I have seen them all before.” She waved her left hand absent mindedly towards the court pieces as her right hovered over a pawn. “The court always looses no matter how you shepperd them”

“I know” Blue replied leaning back now watching his sisters face, the far reaching darkness that surrounded them, seemed to be encroaching on their small circle of light. He glanced not without caution into the black. “But we are not the only players.” The dark seemed to swell at his off-hand acknowledgement straining against the circle of light. “But wining doesnt matter sister. Only loosing counts” He sighed and gestured with a finality towards his sister, a move long practiced, a formality it seemed. And spoke with great lament.

“So we beging anew”

“This has all happened before” Red said, the words carrying a final formality, like a litany of faith She reached and moved her first piece lifting it high

“And will again” Blue replied  with equal formality just as red peice finished its move.

*******

Marcus woke.

So i had this intense moment of personal conflict last night as i sat down to play XBOX. Do i finish off Assassians Creed, which really does deserve to be finished, excellent story and gameplay mechanic, brilliant graphics, do I finish off GTA4 or do i go and level some more in WoW(World of Warcraft), or do I simply and mindlessly blow some stuff up in HAWX. HAWX won out, but i got to wonder why, and what happend to old me. I used to be about the music (in this case music should read story and plot) but now im a sucker for a fancy beats(graphics) and simple vocals (easy gameplay. Hey i like this analogy), so instead of listening to the Chilly Peppers, or Portisehead, i find myself putting Britney in the old xbox, or bobing along to the Hanson brothers. My resolution is to this weekend complete assassians creed, and make another level in wow, to spend time with my girlfriend and make contact with some old friends, make a financial plan to get rid of the rest of my debt, go to the Gym and have a couple of beers on friday night.

So has anyone got a time machine. Thats not an anology, i think im going to need a time machine.

On the RELATIONSHIP FRONT

I love my partner, i just really hate that she gets to work 10:00 - 18:00 and i have to work 08:00 to 16:30, which means  that i have to get out of bed at 06:30, the last thing is see when i leave is her snuggling into my warm spot on the bed. I really wish that i didnt have to leave.

On the WRITTING FRONT

Stalled. Totaly and utterly stalled. GAH!

On the CAT FRONT

Cutest animal ever, yeah i know im a bit of a cat freak, but this morning she was racing back and forth along the apartment walking with me and jumping ahead of me, she smashed past her cat tree and one of the toys that dangles got wraped around her tailand snapped, jerking her to a stop. So she still has the toy wraped arround her tail but she doesnt know it. She moves foreward and the toy jingles she stops looks about, moves forewards, repeat for about 10 minutes. Which is why i got the later bus to work this morning.

-Out
dont touch the bubble

If i must read one book before i die what must it be.

Death beers on the balcony. Life is good.

North Side Rules!